date: Sunday, January 18, 2009
title: narcissism? or not quite so?
narcissism? or not quite so?
For fuck's sake.
Here I am, being a regular 13 year old. A regular 13 year old who is worrying about what course he wants to take in Poly.
What's so regular about that?
Yeah, I scrapped my 'Get-to-TPJC-and-become-a-Lit-graduate' idea, because I checked out their website and I died twice.
Temasek Polytechnic, being the nearest Poly to my school, offers no course that I like. Even the Art/Visual Media courses seem so..... daunting. Uhg, Landscape Design, no. Visual Communications, no. Product and Industry Design, no.
Now, I know some people are saying 'WTFHAX, He's only 13 and yet he's worried about what will happen to him in 3 more years time. LOLNOOBWORRYWART.'
Yeah, I'm a worrywart. Who cares? Anyway, I'm really, really afraid of my future. I mean, I dunno what I want to be.
Half of me wants to get Bio-tastic and be a teacher like Mr Hafiz (School's DM, very fierce. D:) and the other wants to go into English/Lit, to be a Journalist/Freelance writer/Author. And not to mention my passion for Art! D: *pulls out hair*
Sigh.
God, please, please, stop my worries. Show me the right path to my future, don't let me get distracted, and certainly, save me from all temptations, obstacles and road blocks during my tread of the right path.
Amen.
In other news,
Galv was pretty upset when I said that '[I] am going to quit gaming, and to focus on my studies, I flunked last year, I don't want to flunk again.'
Lol, don't worry. I'll still be the same Marc, albeit with a bigger passion for my studies. Haha.
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