date: Saturday, January 31, 2009
title: raged around
http://3differentpens.wordpress.com/2009/01/30/innocent-silliness-i-swear-carolyn-d/#more-103
Innocent silliness ensues.
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Hem, I'ma back now.
One more reason to hate Twilight:
It's full of purple prose.
Don't know what it means? Here, the definition of purple prose from the Wiki:
Purple prose is a term of literary criticism used to describe passages, or sometimes entire literary works, written in prose so overly extravagant, ornate, or flowery as to break the flow and draw attention to itself. Purple prose is sensually evocative beyond the requirements of its context. It also refers to writing that employs certain rhetorical effects such as exaggerated sentiment or pathos in an attempt to manipulate a reader's response.
In other words, its too flowery for its own good. Even the Wiki stated so:
More recently, Christopher Paolini's Inheritance Cycle and Stephanie Meyer's Twilight_(series) have both been heavily criticised for their constant and unrelenting use of purple prose throughout the entire series.[citation needed] ------------------------------------
Hee hee, I'm starting to love education now. :D Since I have nothing better to do, I'ma list down all my favourite subjects in order of .. merit XD The, uh, ones that would be tested.
Literature English Science Art Geography History Maths Chinese (Am I missing anything here? o-o)
Hehe, Literature ftw.
In other old news, (oxymoronic as it sounds, its kinda true, hee.) I'm starting to hate Twilight more. (See above pseudo-rant on Purple Prose) My want for Inkheart is growing and I LOVE SCHOOL. :D
Maths is kinda easy now luh, since I'm beginning to understand what Factorization is. Hehe. I'm almost done with my yaoi fic, so don't uh.. fret. I think. Hee.
._. I'm using 'Hee' more and more. It's a growing illness, I tell you.
I'll be updating 3differentpens soon with a more... family-oriented literary work, and not... yaoi... >_>
BTW, don't Google yaoi or you'll die.
Hem. Now shoo.
date: Friday, January 30, 2009
title: a primal fury
Hee hee.
Weekend is here!
-kicks Anne- -----------------------------
Anyway, today was tiring. As usual. Urgh.
Since I was absent yesterday... I was surprised that I could do the Factorization. I thought I would go 'What?' and 'Uh?' Gah. History was funn! Kenneth got psuedo-scolded.
Ms Shanti: -goes on about the SBQ we were doing- Kenneth: That means that the source is a piece of shit la! Ms Shanti: Does that mean that you're a bucket of it?
Hee, Ms Shanti is funny.
I need a new pair of school shoes, my old ones are falling apart D: Literature was spent talking about suicide. And we got sidetracked until Ms Idzhana talked about her own experiences with suicidal friends. I spent recess in the classroom starving myself while writing a yaoi fanfic and sign-languaging to those who came near 'Porn story, don't read'. Oh, did I mention, I was mute the whole day. Sore throat ftw!
Then it was Science, where we uh... -scratches head- what did we do again O_O I think it was something to do with respiration bah. Oh, right, we watched two videos about respiration. One was about stomata and the other was about lung cancer.
English came soon after, we wrote an informal letter, which was... kind of easy. Lol, although I felt that lying in the letter about my school was kind of....praising it too much. I feel bad. D:
Anyway, I found a new fandom, Ouran High School Host Club. That adds another anime I've watched!
*adds*
Anime that I've watched Cardcaptor Sakura <333 Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle <333333 Skip Beat! (Its funny, k) D. Gray Man (albeit 15 minutes of it during reunion dinner) Ouran High School Host Club <33333333333 (Lolwut) ...Pokemon >_>
*insert fangirl squeal*
Hee hee. My favourite characters are ofcourse the Hitachiin Twins, I mean, their twincest is like O_O
-hem-
Enough about fandoms and animes (KAORUUUUUUUUUU).
Jo ishhh funnn to talk to >D We were discussing about Ouran when it turned into a manga convo =x It turns out we're complete opposites when it comes to manga. I like shojo while she likes shounen =x
Which is kinda weird because shojo is aimed at girls and shounen is aimed at boys. But.. Tsubasa Chronicle can't be... shojo right... I MEAN ITS EPIC BATTLES D:
-hem-
Extracted from convo:
!Marc` says: *and that the chart is this: *Beef > Lamb > Pork > Fish > Chicken > Veg > Anne *eh, where did the '> Anne' come from =x Aquamarine says: *YAY! *I LOVE YOUR LIST! :O
>_> -runs away from Anne-
Nothing to add more in here. So I shall fangirl over Ouran
-censored fangirling-
HEMHEM.
Ciao.
EDIT @ 11:37
EPIC CONVO BETWEEN RETRO AND I.
!Marc` says: *Hi, I'm Edward, the Pixie of No Personality, and I'm here to suck your blo- I mean, make you swoon over me *Oh hello, Edward, Pixie of No Personality, I'm Bella Swan, Leader of Mary Sues. I'm here to swoon over you. *Bella: LETS HAVE SEX! *-edward and bella do XYZ things- *Bella: YAY IM PREGNANT
retroelectric -vivi- says: *and make XYZ mutant babies
!Marc` says: *-caeserian by teeth-
retroelectric -vivi- says: *totally fuckin' hot. XD
!Marc` says: *Edward: OH MY LORD, IT LOOKS HORRIBLE. -looks at bella- ITS YOUR FAULT.
retroelectric -vivi- says: *XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
!Marc` says: *Bella: But- but- I ONLY HAD SEX WITH 2i547023470 ODD MEN TT *Edward: SHUT UP BITCH. IM GONNA BE MY NO PERSONALITY SELF AND SULK IN THAT CORNER *Bella: TT NOOO! EDWARD!!
retroelectric -vivi- says: *Cadmus: -reads the manga and giggles-
!Marc` says: *And in a couple of lines, I have transformed Bella from a Mary Sue to a woman WHO HAS FLAWS and Edward into an EMOTASTIC ASS WHO HAS A PERSONALITY! *That proves that I'm cooler than S. Meyer
date: Thursday, January 29, 2009
title: goopy!
Weekend in one more day.
I is happy.
-listens to talking hamsters-
date: Wednesday, January 28, 2009
title: hee hee
hee hee
Okay I'm bored. Let me just post something here... for someone I'm close to.
Shut up with your angst already
Kthx.
Here's a ....... survey I stole from CAROLYN!
BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right handed! .... I wanna be ambidextuous(sp?) D:
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Appendix. Hee hee.
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted? My bag O_O
Q. Have you ever been knocked out? Not really
BULLSHITOLOGY Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? NO. NEVER IN NEVER YEAR'S TIME. Life is short enough without worrying 'bout death
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to? If I had a choice, Christopher
Q. What color do you think looks best on you? RAINBOW!
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item? Some... bubble blowing solution when I was 3
DAREOLOGY Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100? Make it $10 000 and I'll say yes.
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? ....
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000? Triple it and this blog will die.
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? ... Chilled hot sauce. I'll consider.
(Actually, no)
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000? Life is priceless, k.
DUMBOLOGY Q. What is in your left pocket? Cotton. Air.
Q. Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie? ... What?
Q. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house? Yes. Hee hee. My HDB flat was renovated to look like it came from a condominium.
Q. Do you sit or stand in the shower? Stand.
Q. How many pairs of flip flops do you own? One. It's in the Philippines now, in my house there.
LASTOLOGY Q. Last person who texted you? No phone. D:
Q. Last person who called you? No phone D:
Q. Person you hugged? Reverse it. The last person was ... uhhhh Chor Beng I think (He tried to make me carry him! T_T)
FAVOURITOLOGY Q. Number? Over nine thousand
Q. Season? Spring. But there's only SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER MONSOON MONSOON MONSOON here.
Q. Colour? Black, Teal, Grey and White
CURRENTOLOGY Q. Missing someone? Sheeeecrettt.
Q. Mood? Apathetic.
Q. Listening to? The humming of the CPU
Q. Watching the screen? No, I'm doing this with my back turned. -.-
Q. Worrying about? DNT TOMORROW OH MY WORD FORGOT TO DRAW UP THE CIRCUIT (OMG I SPELT SURKIT AT FIRST) HOW NOW LEH.
Q. Wearing? ...
RANDOMOLOGY Q. First place you went this morning? Dining Room! (I didn't use the bathroom)
Q. What can you not wait to do? GET MY O'S DONE ARHHH. (Although its 2 years away)
Q. Do you smile often? In school, yes.
Q. Are you a friendly person? No. I eat friends for breakfast. -.- (Durh, if I weren't, I wouldn't have many friends right. Dumb question)
Hee.
-!Marc`
date: Tuesday, January 27, 2009
title: why do i love it so much?!
why do I love it so much?!
-yawn-
Dayum, I slept at 5am and woke up at 9am.
Cool, 4 hours of sleep. Hee.
Anyway, since I'm bored, let me... post something up here so that anyone who's reading this junksite can actually be entertained.
Yesterday's Xiao Niang Re Da Tuan Yuan (The Lil Nyonya Big Reunion) sucked.
Even my mom said so. It felt too short luh. Meh. At least there were alot of bloopers shown. Hee hee.
As to why I deleted the conversation between me and retro, because I'm paranoid that some fat midget may come, read it, cry, tell their mommies, mommies find out more about me, reports me to school.
... Riight.
I'm bored la. Blame the absence of more relatives. I want more cha-chings.
Oh, if you're interested, this is how I'm using mah moolah:
Total Budget: $130 $50 to spend in this June's cosfest $10 for some school book I forgot to buy $70 as savings
>_>
T3h pictures:

Hong Bao bonanza. That carrot is horny.

.... Leon. >_>
-hem- The next post will be dedicated to someone who will help me do stuff on my blog! -hemhem-
For now, Ciao.
date: Monday, January 26, 2009
title: this calls for alcohol!
this calls for alcohol!
-high-
Happeh Cheena Chinese Niu Year luh.
Let me try to recount the events that constitutes two busy days. Yesterday and today.
Sunday, 25/1/09
I woke up. (Ohhh, no, I didn't wake up. I slept and sleepwalked to my aunt's house for reunion dinner)
-hem-
Anyway, I went to Aunt Lynette's house. And had the reunion dinner.
Man, the shabu-shabu was to die for x.x
Lol, after that we lazed around in their living room and I was crying out in boredom because I forgot to bring my PSP.
>_>
Monday, 26/1/09
Went to Aunt Sandy's house :D
We were late, meh, because I was panicking. I couldn't find my wallet --
Anyway, when we reached there my cousins were already there, so we proceeded to eat lunch (but not before yoinking a few gummy burgers and cornflake cookies)
I FUCKING BROKE MY DIET. CRAP.
Lol, Aunt Lynette was complaining that I didn't eat the prawns that she cooked the day before, and that I ate the tempura prawns during lunch. And, I think I love Chap Chye now. >_>
But most importantly, the cha-chings arrived.
Counted 'em, $130. But better than nothing right?
I felt empty, so I decided to take sum photos :D (two only though ._.)
(Oh, and my Uncle Jim was cheeky enough to write 'Joshua aka Leon' on the bottom of my hong bao, because I played RE4 with him, and he kept saying that Leon was me. Lulz)
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Camera's having a seizure ._.
Meh. Nothing else to write.
Ciao?
Edit @ 11:23 PM
The following conversation between me and retroelectric is rated M-18. Please kill yourself if you're under 18. -following conversation removed-
I'm innocent, k?
date:
title: friendship
friendship
Friendship.
Is it really that worth it?
date: Saturday, January 24, 2009
title: epic win
epic win
Nicked this from Clar.
Movies in Minutes, Twilight - Nigahiga
date:
title: 'cause I am what i am
'cause I am what I am
Meh, I didn't have the mood to blog yesterday. I was deeply tired.
But 'twas a fun day yesterday :D
First, school started. Boosucks to me, we didn't have any CNY celebration. -- We had the same old, same old lessons usually conducted on a typical Friday morning. Like Science and Geography.
Ms Kaur (Geo 'cher): Okay, since you guys have alot of energy its time to release it. Me: *breathes in and breathes out* Ms Kaur: *sees me doing this* *laughs*
Oh lulz. Anyway, after school, I met Galv outside the gates. He didn't find us crapping about Mr Uncle Goh funny.
THAT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! *shakes fist*
-ahem- So, I went to Tampines Mall with Galv. I wanted to eat at Mos Burger but the line was like .... extra, extra, with a side of chilli cheese fries, long. I scrapped the idea and went to eat balls Takoyaki instead. WHICH IS LVOE BTW. YES, LVOE. OVER NINE THOUSAND TIMES MORE EPIC THAN LOVE.
And, he yoinked one of it. Meh, I went to buy fried mushrooms, which is also lvoe. So after that, I walked with him to his house. On the way there, he thought that our ex-classmates were at Qiaonan, but they were different people instead. Lol. I went up to his house, and as usual, Gigi (his dog) came to sniff my ... ahem. Yeah, she likes me. Lulz. Whenever I go to his house, Gigi would be the first one running to the door. Anyway, I spent the time there watching him play Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess and Ace Combat Zero. After talking about alcohol, I went to try out LoZ TP. Lol, 'twas fun. I played it under the name 'Zaleth' (MY NAME CREATION KTHX.) and played it until Link turned into a wolf.
Doesn't Link ever talk? o_o
So I used his computer after that. And GRACIEH! kept complaining about her arm being painful. Hope your arm feels better :(
Nughhh. I wanna change my blog skin. Which I will do. Lulz.
Edit @ 8:52:
Poked by: JO-EH! I pokes: You, you and you
Spell your name without the letter A: Mrc! YAAAY! Or Joshu :D
How's your love life? What is this ... love life you're talking about?
When you're at home alone, do you still close the bathroom door? ... Who would be at home to witness you peeing?
Do you like your life right now? Quite. It's the holidays and I love school. (OH GOD WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME)
What was the last item you bought? Hmmm... might be the Fried Mushrooms yesterday
What was the last thing you drank? Water.
What plans do you have for tomorrow? Blog, BBG Forums, Pet Society, Shower (lol), eat my 2 meals and then TUAN YUAN FAN AHHH!
What or who do you hate? Ahh. Good one. Thank goodness it's not love. Brace youselves. (Above line stolen from Jo, am too lazy to edit) 1. Physics 2. Jonass Brothers 3. Miley Cyrus 4. Twilight (Come ON, Sparkling vampires? More like human who uses too much body glitter) 5. Myself, for not having enough money to watch INKHEART D: 6. Anne Homophobes 7. Thirst 8. FATS. Or more appropriately, LIPIDS. 9. George Bush 10. Kenneth Chuan 11. FATS AGAIN. 12. The absence of moolah 13. Stephenie 'I can make sparkly vampires!' Meyer 14. Hunger 15. Geography (only for a time) *list goes on again*
Where was the last place you fell asleep? In my pants room
Do you have a best friend that is a girl? ... No
What is your favorite romance movie? No mushymushy love stuff for me.
Do you forgive or forget? If I feel like it (Being a total bitch here :D)
What are you thinking about right now? Killing Anne and the 3 GMBs Jo owes me (don't worry ah, take your time :O)
Who was the last person to tell you they love you? Iunno.
Do you think they mean it? Iunno.
What time did you go to bed last night? 10:39 PM.
What are you currently doing?
Watching Yaoi This survery thingum.
What did you do today? Eat, interwebs and worrying.
What was the last thing you ate? RUFFFFLES! Sour Cream and Onion
What are you listening to? The CPU. Oh and Catch You Catch Me - Megumi Ogata
Who does it remind you of? Sakura Kinomoto.
What was the last movie you watched? HSM 3 >_>
What CD is in your stereo? I forgot...
What did you do last night?
Masturbate Sleep
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud. At reasonable level when my mom comes in and says 'I DONT UNDERSTAND JAPANESE SO LOWER YOUR SOUND!'
Are you a beach or a snowy mountain person? Both! Beaches because of MARINE LIFE! And Snowy mountains because of SNOW!
What are you doing later? Eating moar Ruffles.
Do you like/love someone? Whoever created yaoi.
Have you ever been tied up? >_>
Do you get distracted easily? No, not rea- HEY! A BUTTERFLY!
What would you change about your life right now? Money, Economic Recession to go POOF!
Do you have a guy best friend? Wei Si Li. Wesley for English people >_> (Can't blame me, he's fun to punch)
Who did you last hug and when? I hugged Squeaky.
Do you live alone? I wish.
Can you keep a secret? Yes, yes I- EH YOU KNOW AH WESLEY LIKE VP LEH.
(It's fake, so don't worry.)
What was the best year of your life? 2007. Best. Class. Ever.
P6E1 FOREVAH!
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter "D"? D-yougottabekiddingme.
What about C? C-thisisworse.
Do you have trust issues? Yes.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Nil.
date: Thursday, January 22, 2009
title: etched with pain
etched with pain
Oops. Didn't post yesterday. I was too lazy to go online :D
Meh. Got back my diagnostic test today. I got highest in class. :D
-looks at Izzati- LEARN HOW TO SPELL TELEVISION! D:
Anyway, I didn't go to school because my ankle was hurting as hell, and it was pain even to go down the steps ==
Oh, my class laughed when my Music teacher said 'Vuh-jai' unintentionally. And my class, being the horny people they were, assumed that she wanted to say 'vagina' and so they laughed. Lulz
Chor Beng can't stop shouting my email address --
*in the middle of Science lesson* Chor Beng: ADD MARCGOESRAWR@HOTMAIL.COM FOR MORE VIDEOS! Me: *looks in front, face contorted in amusement*
And two people said that I was cheem today O_O My mum and Izzati, lulz. Am I really using that big words? O_O I mean, maim isn't big at all. Pfft.
Looking forward to tomorrow, meeting all my old idiotic assholes classmates. :D
Lala~ I wrote a poem and two fanfictions within three days. I'm happy now.
Ciao!
Edit @ 6:58: OH GOD NO, MY SISTER BROUGHT HOME TWILIGHT. I'M DOOMED I TELL YOU. I TOUCHED IT JUST NOW. OH NO. -takes anti-toxic medicine- IMMA BURN IT NAO.
date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009
title: Abandon all hope.
abandon all hope
‘Abandoned’ written by Marc, in Sae's POV
You said ‘We were destined for this.’ You said ‘It’s gonna be alright.’ You said ‘It’s okay.’ If it were, I wouldn’t be in this plight.
You said ‘Together forever.’ You said ‘Never going to leave you.’ You said ‘I promise.’ But you broke it too.
On the night of the ritual, We were ready, without a care. But then Itsuki came in and Asked us to follow him, but where?
He led us to The old Kureha Shrine. He said, ‘escape here’ I think he just crossed the line.
We agreed though, And Itsuki gave me a kiss. As we ran, something told me ‘You can be one with this.’
Through the forest, We made our way, But, I just couldn’t do this. And I fell under its sway.
I don’t know if you knew this But I got caught You just ignored me, A way out, you sought.
As I stared at the Torii gate, I knew it was too late. Still, I left you a note, And accepted my fate.
I got hung that night. I just couldn’t cope. As I got thrown down the Abyss, I abandoned all hope.
Although I was dead, I wanted to die by your hand. But since the ritual failed, The Darkness infested the land.
As I’m writing this, ‘Kill’ was all I could say. I murdered everyone, As I waited for you, Yae. ------------------------
Meh, didn't go to school today, am sick now.
date: Monday, January 19, 2009
title: or it would seem
or it would seem
3differentpens, a writers blog featuring the works of three online friends, namely myself, Carolyn and retroelectric.
-shamelessly plugs it here too-
Mahahaha.
date:
title: a thousand years, yet only one victory.
a thousand years, yet, only one victory
-points to blog title- I made that random line up.
Anyway, I hate PE. It made me sick. But still, I lost 2 kg from that 2.4 run.
Why? I didn't eat carbohydrates for at least... -counts- 2 weeks?
I'm pretty proud of myself though, lol. -bhb mode-
Total, I lost 4 kg in 2 weeks. If I keep this up, I'll be at my healthy weight by the next term! :DDD
Ankle is hurting. Ouuuch.
Yeah. Lol. Nothing to blog about now, since I just came back lulz.
Ciao.
Ya, your blog so cheem. - Izzati
date: Sunday, January 18, 2009
title: and of clay are we created
and of clay are we created
Finally went to church today. In ages. I feel guilty.
First thing I did was ask the Lord for forgiveness.
The mass was quite refreshing, teaching us about how our bodies were the temple of the Holy Spirit.
Well, not gonna write much, since its late now.
To end off, a quote.
Speak Lord, your servant is listening
Ciao.
date:
title: narcissism? or not quite so?
narcissism? or not quite so?
For fuck's sake.
Here I am, being a regular 13 year old. A regular 13 year old who is worrying about what course he wants to take in Poly.
What's so regular about that?
Yeah, I scrapped my 'Get-to-TPJC-and-become-a-Lit-graduate' idea, because I checked out their website and I died twice.
Temasek Polytechnic, being the nearest Poly to my school, offers no course that I like. Even the Art/Visual Media courses seem so..... daunting. Uhg, Landscape Design, no. Visual Communications, no. Product and Industry Design, no.
Now, I know some people are saying 'WTFHAX, He's only 13 and yet he's worried about what will happen to him in 3 more years time. LOLNOOBWORRYWART.'
Yeah, I'm a worrywart. Who cares? Anyway, I'm really, really afraid of my future. I mean, I dunno what I want to be.
Half of me wants to get Bio-tastic and be a teacher like Mr Hafiz (School's DM, very fierce. D:) and the other wants to go into English/Lit, to be a Journalist/Freelance writer/Author. And not to mention my passion for Art! D: *pulls out hair*
Sigh.
God, please, please, stop my worries. Show me the right path to my future, don't let me get distracted, and certainly, save me from all temptations, obstacles and road blocks during my tread of the right path.
Amen.
In other news,
Galv was pretty upset when I said that '[I] am going to quit gaming, and to focus on my studies, I flunked last year, I don't want to flunk again.'
Lol, don't worry. I'll still be the same Marc, albeit with a bigger passion for my studies. Haha.
date: Saturday, January 17, 2009
title: recess from the recession
recess from the recession
That's it.
It finally happened.
The recession affected my family.
We don't have enough money for necessities. Much less the things we desire. God, please protect my family.
.. On a lighter note, I earned 20 cents from Nuffnang. Lol.
date: Friday, January 16, 2009
title: last one out, get the lights
last one out, get the lights
._.
Lol. Its finally the weekend.
See, toldja. The week went VOOMSH!
Unlike the last. Pfft.
Anyway, today I was peeved. Real bad.
Some...... -bleep- from my class was a total -bleep- with her so-called authority.
Not gonna name who, although its kinda obvious, seeing that there are a limited number of female councilors in my class.
Extract from conversation involving me and said person:
Me: *trying to find where to put up CNY banner outside with Ju Eun* Said person: Eh, what you all doing here? Put inside la! Me: Please, we can't find anywhere to put it inside, so stop being an extra here and go help inside. Said person (obviously peeved): Even though I'm small I got authority you know? *points to Junior Councilor badge*
One word: Whatever.
I mean, I can see you have a freaking JC badge, but don't be such a bitch about it. I have two eyes, with perfect eyesight, you don't have to emphasise (Was that spelt correctly? D:) that you're a JC. Urgh. And don't give me that 'I got authority' thing because you're plainly abusing it. What's authority when you don't have the right attitude to handle it? What, scolding me just because I asked you to go inside? Wow, what a waste.
You're seriously qualified to be one, I'm not jealous. I don't have the attitude to be one, but seriously, since you're one now, cut the crap and focus on things that REALLY matter.
Like the fact that Wesley was being touched/tickled/psuedo-raped in class every recess.
That aside, I got punished today. For not bringing my Lit Textbook. Gah, I thought it was under my table. Lol. -facepalm-
Mmkays, Maths is fun to me now. Expanding Algebraic Expressions is super easy now.
I love Maths. And Science. And English. And Geography. And -insert all subjects-
Kay, Gotta go. Ciao.
date: Thursday, January 15, 2009
title: Quid Pro Quo
quid pro quo
Today.
Thursday, 15/01/09.
Marks the day where I read a whole Sec 2 standard Chinese passage. Without help.
Yeah, I know. My Chinese sucks. So sue me.
Anyway, today was funny.
The whole class was chiding my Chinese teacher, Shi Fu Di, about her pronunciation of 'Kenneth'. She pronounced it as 'Kennes'
And so, being the idiotic jokers we were, kept saying 'Kennes mei you lai'
Haha, and Shi Lao Shi was laughing too. She said something about not suanning her. Lol XD. Glad she took it lightly.
Mr Goh showed us some thing about a Nature Adventurer... thing. (Sounding redundant here) Which involved Biology. Say no more, sign me up, dayum. We're supposed to go on Biology trails around Singapore, and since I'm keen in Bio, I want. Now. XD.
And we're supposed to make some scrapbook thing about Bio, and the best 15 will be chosen to go on a 4D3N field study camp overseas, if Mr Goh isn't wrong.
-slaps self- I got 3 answers wrong for my Grammar practice today. I need to buck up! Meh, My A* English from PSLE has turned into B4 standard. Mehh. (Golly, the last sentence sounded grammatically wrong.)
Anyway, mum's nagging, gotta sleep! Ciao.Labels: studies
date: Wednesday, January 14, 2009
title: the degeneration of society
the degeneration of society
Mmmhmmm.
Well, this morning, my vice principal said that we should have a journal, or at least an ejournal, to reflect on everything that we wanna reflect upon. I dunno if blogs count, but here goes, x.x
Today was normal, went to school, took 67. Reached school, waited for assembly to start, put on my tie, listened to the VP talking, walked up to-
WAIT A MINUTE.
Okay, I'm not flaming anyone or anything, but, blogs are meant for more than recounting your boring day.
Like my friend who I shall not name. The only thing that goes on the blog is
'Woke up Eat breakfst, so yummy =} -insert other details of day in monotone-'
Nehh. Shan't write more. KBYE!
date: Tuesday, January 13, 2009
title: pointless exertion
pointless exertion
Crap. I'm feeling hot and giddy now, I wanna sleep, but my head hurts too much. Anyway, I really, really want to rant here. Its about someone from my class.
To that someone: You don't know how fricking wrong are you, you love child. When people complain about you, you retaliate with 'Your attitude sucks la, go away'. My God. I want to laugh. You bastard, YOUR attitude is wrong. I only ask whether we need to remove the paper from the wire and you reply with a 'not my problem'. What the f-? And you say that MY attitude has a problem. Dude, get real. Look at yourself before complaining about others. Pfft. No wonder that 96% of the class hates you and the ground you walk on. Thank God I didn't make friends with you, or else I'll be hated too. Hey, guess what, you're a fucking extra. You don't give other people a chance to answer the questions that the teacher gave, but instead you shout out the answer. And you always like to stick your damn nose into other people's business. OH ANOTHER THING. I DO NOT LIKE BEING TOUCHED. You bastard, I don't care whether you're gay or not, but DO NOT GET ME INVOLVED. I don't give a damn if you get AIDS or anything, 'cause you brought it upon yourself. You and your fucking whore can die for all I care. Btw, your whore looks like a monkey. Kthxbai.
Pfft. Anyway, nothing interesting today.
._. Homework's calling. Kthxbai
Edit @ 2238:
Ffft. I'm bored. So I'll edit some things nao. Eh, crap. Forgot what I wanted to type. Oh right, *edits out grammatical errors in above rant*. Mehh, I just read up that there might be a <<小娘惹>> (The Little Nyonya) sequel if there is public demand. Heh, I hope so. I wanna watch XNR againnnn. And to induce nostalgia: -does away with big playlist, go find the theme song yourself :O-
Quizzy!:
Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions. Post the first definition it gives you. [I'll just pick the first one that pops up]
Stolen from *Kristehvampire of dA <33
TIEM TO GET STARTED! HUFF HUFF HUFF HUFF!
1.) Your name? Marc A person who plays guitar very well is a marc.
Marc is someone with sexy hair.
"Cor, your hair looks sooo marc!"
"Play me something, you marc."
Comments: Oh lulz, this is gonna be fun XD 2.) Your age? 13 Thirteen stands for M, the thirteenth letter of the alphabet. M is for Mexican Mafia. Any real Mexican gang that lives in S. California starding from Bakersfield and down all the way to San Diego should be affiliated with 13.
Comments: O_O What.
3.) One of your friends? Wesley
Someone who is too cool for words. Wesley's are very influential and make friends easy. Many people misunderstand them but they are really on a higher lever of thinking. Wesley's are not ignorant and see the world how it is not how they wanna see it. Person 1: Man, wesley is so cool, man i don't even know man. Person 2: That's not just any wesley that's Wesley FUCKING Cool Person 3: Woah man, Woah.
Comments: SO NOT TRUE.
4.) What should you be doing? Sleeping
To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in. GET OUT GRANDMA! I was sleeping. Those were sleeping noises grandma.
(THOSE WERE SLEEPING NOISES, GRANDMA.)
Comments: LOLWUT!
5.) Favorite color? Ivory
In the movie 'How High', it is the weed plant grown from the ashes of the 'deceased' Ivory and smoked by Method Man and Redman to get good grades. Eventually stolen by a NARC causing ensuing hilarities. "Nah man, dat shits da ivory."
Comments: O_O
6.) Birthplace? Singapore 5 types of climate: hot, very hot, damn its freakin' hot, wow look roast human char siew all over the streets!, otherwise.
4 common interest among all typical Singaporeans: Food, glorious food! Shopping, Welcome to the Great Singapore Sale! Toto/4D, come Saturday Sunday.. will I win? (bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai), Education - "Boy AH! u finish tuition homework liao or not! Later got piano lesson! AIYO! Your spelling learn already anot?!"
3 MRT lines: North South line, East West line, North East line
2 hours(approx): is needed to travel from one end to another end of Singapore.
1 common language: Singlish "See liao lah... What you want?" "SCUSE" Singapore is rojak.
Comments: So epically true. :'D
7.) Month of your birth? March
Month in which creative, layed-back, dreamy, cool people were born. She was born in march so she is creative, layed-back, dreamy and cool.
Comments: D:
8.) Last person you talked to? Glenn (Over t3h Cbox, kthxbai)
Short little woodland creatures, usually used for stuffing stockings at Christmas in Norway. A word of warning, dont touch their eyes. They don't like that. They are fat and stinky. STINKY Don't touch that Glenn's eyes, he'll bite your nose. Look, Nama, i got you a Glenn!!!!!
Comments: OMG! Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry! Its the urbandictionary's fault. D:
9.) One of your nicknames? Marceh
marceh isn't defined yet.
Comments: HUFF HUFF HUFF.
Lolwut.
Tagging: Jo, Anne, anyone who wants to do this. URBANDICTIONARY-ESQUE!
date: Monday, January 12, 2009
title: dreams of an insignificant.
dreams of an insignificant
Today was the release of the O level results.
Meh, why am I talking about it anyway, I didn't have a chance to see it. Pfft.
Anyway, my ankle got healed today, but I had to limp from my school to the interchange. Lol, running with a limp is funnnn. Makes you look like Mayu from FF2 Crimson Butterfly. Lol.
Today was quite uneventful though, except for the fact I laughed countless times today and crashed into my bed the moment I reached home. OH and the relief teacher for History and CE was ....... funny. He pretended to scold us, then when he saw that all of us were quiet and serious, he laughed and said:
Eh, why you all so serious? I was only joking what!
And the class was filled with 'WALAO EH!' and 'WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS LEHH!'
Literature is fun, okay. The poem we had today spelt Lessons and Lessins. Lol.
Mmkay, post over. Baiizxzx wh0rhzxzxzx (<- that was painful to type)
date: Sunday, January 11, 2009
title: RIP TIARA.
gone were the days
Crap.
Meh, thetiarateam.bs.com (my most favourite ahlian-flaming blog <3) is down. Mehh. Some hater must have gone up to Biz Stone and said 'OMG LIEK THTIARATEAM IISHXXZ FLAEEMINGXZ USHHZXZ! PLZXZ SHTOPPZXZ DEMZXZX!'
And Biz Stone didn't realise what the ahlian was saying so he randomly deleted a blog named 'thetiarateam.bs.com'
Pffft.
Gone were the days of the hilarious tagboard conversations. Gone were the days of me roleplaying Yuzhu on that tagboard and shouting 'OMG ROBERT ZHANG RAPED ME @$@#@!' Gone were the days of The Little Nyonya Roleplay on that tagboard.
Most importantly, gone were the days of flaming those no-life, ignorant, self-centered, stuck up, lowlife, assfaced, no brained, -insert other insulting adjectives- ahlians.
Ffft.
Now, to play Pet Society as I, with my seldom no-lifing attitude, mourn the loss of a piece of data that had been deleted from the relative connection we call the Internet.
Before I get my ass on Facebook, here's a quiz I stole from Carolyn, one of the authors for TheTiaraTeam
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?: Looking into someone's eyes at all. I mean, I can't look into someone's eyes without feeling embarassed, flustered or wanting to laugh.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? This morning, when I thought that my mom was unreasonable by nagging at me when I ate like 1/4 of the omelette ==
3. You are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. you have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?: My family, to tell them everything and that I love them.
4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?: I'll tell all the people I'm close to, then I would do all the stuff that I wanted to do without a care, because, life is short enough not thinking about our impending death.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Love or Trust, Why?: Trust. What's love without trust?
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?: Saving the dog's life. So what if I lose my job? At most, I would tell my boss that he's being unreasonable for firing me when I saved a life. (Of course, if my boss says 'So what, leave the #@%@ animal to die', I would personally strangle him to death. After all, a life for a life.)
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?: I will definitely tell, because, well, the guilt. At least if I tell her, she wouldn't be so angry when she finds out herself, right?
8. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Last May. I said that to 3 specific people in my Sec 1 class. We're good friends now. :D
9. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?: 'I do not love you, now gtfo.' That's hard to say.
10. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?: My life. Since God created us, I would be an ingrate if I gave up my life and soul just like that.
11. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?: Hmm, last night. I said that to God. And my mom.
12. Imagine. it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?: Can a person really walk around outside a window of a 13th floor HDB apartment? Scary. Besides, the only windows in my house show the road below the block.
13. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?: Yes, If I knew. A person should be allowed live no matter what kind of situation they are in.
14. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?: Neither. I would find the strength to save them both.
15. Are you old fashioned? To some extent. I mean, cmon, those old-fashioned phones are cool. *fangirls over one*
16. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?: Yesterday. I prefer not to say.
17. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?: Never loved at all. A broken heart is worse than being single.
18. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?: To be what I want to be, and to screw the mainstream idea of 'Go study hard, get a @#%@ing good job and make alot of money' because that's bull. What's the point of having a job that makes money that you don't like?
Tagging: Jo, Anne, Glenn, and anyone who wants to do this.
date: Saturday, January 10, 2009
title: freed from the miasma of poverty
freed from the miasma of poverty
Hmm, first week of school is finally over. What a whoop. This week felt... very long, you know.
Meh, normally, Monday - Friday would be like VOOMSH! and the weekend was here, but the first week was an exception of some sort. It felt like it was being slowed down. Pffft, must be the I-want-more-holidays!-mood.
Lol, I have nothing to write anyway. So instead, I'll tell you the novels I wanna read =x -copies Jo-
Inkheart The rest of the Harry Potter series The World Of Warcraft: War of The Ancients Trilogy and all the other Resident Evil novelisations, the ones I have are Code:Veronica and City of The Dead. X.x
Anyway, home has been boring now, since The Little Nyonya ended on Monday, pfft, nothing to watch now except Love Blossoms 2, which I must say, is kinda tear jerking now x.x Stupid ZiJing @#$%@#%@ Don't you realise Zhongkun wants you? :O
Lol, I'm actually looking forward to school on Monday, because, NO PE! Whoopee!
My ankle hurts like hell now, likes I dislocated it or something.
Sooo, now its time to rewatch all The Little Nyonya episodes on Youtube!
date: Friday, January 9, 2009
title: or oranges and pigs
of oranges and pigs
Oh lol. You know the blockbuster Chinese Mediacorp drama, The Little Nyonya? Yeah. It seems that the characters have hidden meanings to their names :O
JuXiang: Fragrant Orange/Mandarin Orange Fragrance(Lol, Chang Wei.) ZhenZhu: Real Pig YuZhu: Fish Pig (Lolwtf) or Cooked Fish :O YueNiang: Moon Maiden (or as my friend calls it, Moon Bitch)
:O Anyway, school didn't suck.
Except for the 5-odd rounds around the field accompained by 90 each of push ups, squats and knee jumps.
I hate PE. Thank goodness there's no PE next week :O
And I love Geography, the teacher's fun. We now call Geography the 'bimbotic lesson' because my friend called the teacher 'bimbotic' on the first lesson when the teacher asked our opinion of her.
Lol, and Izzati is fun to disturb.
And I wrote the draft of the last chapter. Pffft. Without starting on the first. Lolwut.
K, Xin Hua Duo Duo Kai is on, so, bye! :D
date: Thursday, January 8, 2009
title: nothing but a macabre puppet
nothing but a macabre puppet
To sum up the day: miserable, painful and stupid.
Miserable because I didn't smile once. At all. Maybe the time when someone suggested to 'go to their mum's house and nag at the mum la!' when we were asked what to do when your friend had a nagging mum.
Painful because of my incessant headache
And stupid because well, its stupid. Durh.
FFFT. There I was, trying to think how to start the first chapter of my fanfic, when the headache kicked in.
It was so painful to the fact I almost screamed.
Thank God that laughter was the best medicine ._.
Nothing funny today though. And shit, PE tomorrow.
-realises that he has 8 unresolved issues in Nations-
OHSHIT -runs off to facebook-
date: Wednesday, January 7, 2009
title: smothered screams
smothered screams
School didn't suck, surprisingly, albeit for the screwed up essay I wrote for the diagnostic test today.
I mean, 350 words as a limit is... LIMITING, to me.
I need at least 600 words max. ._. The essay was rushed at the end, so yeah, it sucks.
Anyway, today was normal.
English was spent with the diagnostic test. Science was spent.... discovering the wonders of energyand sex, urgh. my class can relate anything to sex
Mr Goh: and Chor Beng, being the horny bastard he was,
and then it was recess! I spent it in class eating a hot dog and writing the Prologue of 'Crimson Tears'. Pffft.
CE was boring. I wrote the first chapter, then it was assembly. Mr Hafiz talked about discipline and yadayadayada that we heard last year. But 'twas funny. He even joked around during it. Haha. THEN, it was the most fun-est lesson of the day (I'm joking.), Art!
We spent half an hour copying the meanings of 'Principles of Art' and the rest on drawing spheres. I thought mine looked quite good. Lol.
Mehhh, there's MT tomorrow. Hatehatehate it. Anyway, there's nothing else to write ._.
Bye
--- EXCEPTTTT, the draft of the prologue!
Crimson Tears
Prologue
"Didn't we promise each other? That we would be together, forever?"
Yae and Sae Kurosawa. Twins, destined to participate in the Crimson Sacrifice, where one twin kills the other.
"I'll wait for you, till the very end"
Yae had left her sister behind and escaped the village. All because she did not want her sister to be killed by her hand. Little did she know, her sister was forced to be hung.
"Quickly! Hang Sae before the Repentance occurs!"
Sae had been hung on the last Torii gate leading to the Hellish Abyss. As Sae's killing did not appease the Abyss, it rumbled threateningly.
"No! Th-the Repentance! I-its happening!"
Yae continued to wander in the forest aimlessly. She did not know that the Repentance had occured.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
Sae's spirit, tainted with the malice of hell and nothing but a macabre puppet, brought forth all the sacrificed spirits, including Seijiro Makabe, the last Kusabi to be sacrificed. Her dreaded laughter filled the night as she conducted a massacre, with the help of Seijiro. The slaughter was endless. Nothing could describe its horror.
"HAHAHAHAHAHA! Go on! Run! Run! Go on!"
Finally, the killing ended, but with a price. Minakami Village was wiped off the map and was trapped in an eternal limbo, forced to relive the horrible night again and again.
"I'm so sorry... I'm.. so sorry."
Yae stood at the Torii gate leading to the village, without a trace of her memory. She just kept repeating apologies. The village was forever dark, until, that is, the twins Zalethio and Zalethe Ciel stumbled upon it. -----------------------------------------
PFFFt.
Just give your comments, ya? It's a draft.
Kthxbai.Labels: writing
date: Tuesday, January 6, 2009
title: and down it goes.
and down it goes
Mmhmmm.
Today.
Mr Goh on Energy: You need energy to uh.... *class laughter*... you know, 'push'
And by push he was meaning 'hump'
Okay, I'm bored with nothing to write, oh wait, one more thing.
You bitches shut up with your crappy singing during recess before I strangle you. I am serious. Push me hard enough and I might have to get the death sentence for killing you assholes. People are trying to write fanfics AND do homework at the same time you bastards. And don't go all 'Eeeee, Marc crying again' because I AM NOT. You illegitimate children, go teach yourself the difference between resting my head on my arm and crying. Oh, btw, YOU GUYS SING LIKE CRAP. Oh, what about me, you say? Who said I was good in singing? I'm just freaking telling you that your voice is ugly, so shut the fuck up.
Kthx. I got burnt in DnT, lucky me. Stupid soldering iron.
One more quote!
Mr Goh: You must be as handsome as me to dye your hair
And I wanna read Inkheart D:
One more resolution:
Serve God Almighty with all my life, heart and soul.
Kbye.
... Ohshit the London Choco Roll advert song is stuck in my head X_X
date: Monday, January 5, 2009
title: fizzle, bubble pop!
fizzle, bubble, pop!
K hai.
Just came back from school, I hate art lessons now. -___-
Anyway, during Mathematics, I thought of something... something.... THAT WILL BE TURNED INTO A RANT! :D
School rant kthx
School was invented a long time ago.
The reason? To educate people.
During Maths, I was thinking 'If school is for educating us, why the hell is there such thing as tuition?!'
I mean, if we can't score well during exams, then school isn't doing its job.
Aaaand, I thought school was meant to educate us, not force us to 'study hard and get a fxcking good job and earn lots of money'
Since when was school about making money?
PFFFT, even so, we should learn at our own pace, not be forced to cram everything into our brains and be expected to process this immediately.
The educational system is screwed here.
Its all the Government's fault. Kthxbai. ---------------------------------------------
Anyway, today was as usual. Nothing fairly interesting, except the fact that I gained 100 grams after running 3 rounds and doing 40 each of pushups, squats and jumping jacks. Lolwut.
Mr Goh: Imagine if Poon is a promiscuous bastard
AND MY ART LESSONS ARE SCREWED. SCREW THIS I'M SELF-TEACHING... MYSELF.
date: Sunday, January 4, 2009
title: its a whole new world we live in
its a whole new world we live in
Yup.
This is a little late, by 3 days. But, I felt a need to post it up.
New Year's resolutions/extra rant
So its New Year's. Its a time for celebration. A time for joy. A time for moving on. A time for getting drunk
The first thing that pops into my mind is this word: Resolutions
Do you make resolutions? If so, do you keep them? I never once was a believer in New Year's resolutions because frankly, I wouldn't be able to keep them.
But, as I reflect, my life is in tatters. My studies and health aren't good. I haven't been keeping up with my hobby, namely art. And gosh, my coin box is empty! D:
Well, since I'm in the mood, I shall make a coupla (cliched) resolutions.
Resolutions for '09 Study hard to get into top 10, and get A1 for English Lose some- no, ALOT of weight. Continue drawing, be it fan art or original work. Save up my money, financial crisis here!
And to make me keep it, I shall stick in on my blog.
God, please help me in keeping my resolutions.
Alrighty then, 'tis time for me rant.
New Year's Day.
To me, its just a day. It's highly commercialised, like Christmas, and it loses its meaning. No, I'm not asking you to stop celebrating it, I'm asking you to stop making a fuss over it. This is just like Edward Cullen, but only more people make a fuss over it.
At 11:59 PM, 31/12/08, it felt like nothing. At 12:00 AM, 1/1/09, it also felt like nothing.
Just a minute passed, and people are popping champagne and whatnot. But, to me, it was nothing.
It was just like any old day.
I didn't even realise it was 12 AM until I looked at the living room's clock. By that time, my mom was fussing around with her camera and forcing me (who is highly un-photogenic) to get my face into photographs. Oh come on, its just a holiday to mark the new year, why must you be so excited?
And, as I said earlier, New Year's is just an excuse for people to get drunk. Well hey! The police would get a big bonus for New Year's then. More drunkards = More drink-drivers = More people arrested = More money for the police force! WHOOPEE-STINKIN'-DOO!
Urgh. *rolls eyes*
Some quiz... thing It's harder than it looks! Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names &/or objects, but nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.And Have Fun With It!!!
4 LETTER WORD: ....make BOY NAME: marc :O:O GIRL NAME: melissa OCCUPATION: mater microbiologist A COLOR: malachite o.o SOMETHING YOU WEAR: man skirt (kilt) mittens BEVERAGE: milo :O FOOD: mmm... bacon... (yeah, i cheated here.) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: mirror A PLACE: malaysia REASON FOR BEING LATE: my pet potato got mashed and i held a funeral. SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: MARC IT @#$@#$@^$%@$^
k >_>
I tag Jo, Anne, and.. you.
-Marc
date: Saturday, January 3, 2009
title: blood-stained butterfly; redux.
blood-stained butterfly; redux
Mehh.
I was bored, so I'll post some kind of musing/rant/blog tag here.
New Year's rant.
New Year is just an excuse for people to get drunk.
Kthxbai.
/rant
Tag, stolen from Anne People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf? Yes... I am. But, I don't want to have one just yet
2 ) Describe yourself in one word. Modest
3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love? Both
4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her? Nope. I feel tense when I don't confess.
5 ) Does it feel good to love? Yes, in a good way. Not the perverse-lust-SEXSEXSEXFUCKFUCKFUCKBOOBSBOOBSHORNY way.
6 ) Why does this quiz ask so many questions about love? Because its stupid.
7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?? "Don't believe lor, see what will happen to you.''
8 ) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone? I suffered PTSD. Just kidding.
9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous? Losers who are bored
10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls? ''Don't get AIDS.''
[Part Two]
1) Best place to cry? In my bedroom with a locked door.
2) Who do you love the most? My family. That someone
3 ) Tell us about your dream last night? That recurring dream about the Stairway to Heaven, the Regenerator body, the Simpsons, Resident Evil 4, Sharpay from HSM killing a giant Teddy bear with the Grim Reaper's staff and Snakes.
4) Ever hated someone so bad? Yes.
5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard? -mind blanks out-
Who was the last one: -you went to the movies with? Clar, Fion, Munee, Veron and WeiTing, HSM3.
-you talked on the cell phone with? Months ago, was to Veron.
-you hugged? Mommy. :D
-you yelled at? Chang Wei >_>
In the last week have you.. ~Kissed someone? Yes
~Danced crazy? No D:
Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry? My dad stole my ketchup.
If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be? Wish that death wasn't inevitable.
If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go? Nihon. aka Japan.
Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? Iunno.
Are you old fashioned? -shrugs-
What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back? Does it really matter?
What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on? MSN-ing and drawing.
5 Facts About Me: - I love white chocolate. - I liek chocolate meelk. - FATAL FRAME! - Survival Horror <3 - Italian food<3 :D
5 Things that Scares Me: - Ghosts. - Death - The fact that we will die. - Getting into N/A - PE. Seriously, that teacher is insane.
7 2 Songs Playing in My Head Lately: - The Little Nyonya theme song, dunno the name. - Olivia Ong (Glenn-proclaimed sister :O) - Koe - Tsukiko Amano
7 Words/Things I Always Use: -skip-
I tag... No one.
date: Friday, January 2, 2009
title: And this is where hell begins
and this is where hell begins
Written c. 10 55 AM, 2/1/09.
Word of the day: Hoshit. Bahh, humbug. First day of school and people are going around saying ''eee.... why must sit here! I dont want leh! WALAO EH!'' Spoilt bastards. >_> Not gonna say who. (YC you whore.) Meh, Thank God for BBG, or I would be stuck talking to.... THEM
Yeah. When they were nominating people for the class comm, someone shouted my name, and I was in a DO NOT WANT mode. Meh, I voted for Obama Izzati, but she became the Vice. Bastards, bastards.
In other news, Joanne (Peh, mind you, not Joanne Lee, that evil she-beast)'s blog finally inspired me enough for me to start working on my Fatal Frame 2 fanfic, 'Crimson Tears'. Bahh, I won't be able to have time anyway, stupid school.
'As Zalethe's crimson butterfly joined the others and faded away, the rising sun gave off rays of ivory and marigold..'
I know I suck. I wrote that on impulse. Oh, btw, I'm pre writing this during Mother Tongue lol.
15 things I have learnt in '08 1. School sucks. 2. Glenn is fun to bug. 3. Anne is evil. 4. Jo is nicer than her sister. 5. Canteen bought nacho cheese is fatal. 6. I am in love with Fatal Frame. 7. I found out what 'love' means. 8. The library is a haven. 9. My wife is an Xbox 360. 10. GH3 is much easier to play with a Xbox controller than to use the Guitar controller. Thanks to Galvin 11. FATAL FRAME!! <33 *fangirl scream* 12. I miss 6E1'07 13. Glenn is an idiot. 14. The Little Nyonya is tear jerking. 15. Serious cat is serious
Lol, k.
To Anne: Shut up already la, I know your six letter word starting with S starts on 5th Jan, no need to rub it in. -.-
50th post.
date: Thursday, January 1, 2009
title: The deafening silence.
the deafening silence Fuck.
In approximately 15 hours time, I would be forced awake.
I would be forced to shower.
Forced to eat my breakfast.
All for one thing, School.
Meh, I wanted to make the best out of my remaining free time, before I slowly allow my mind to adjust to the hectic work-filled days, but noooo, I had to stay up 'til 9am and sleep 'til 3pm.
What's more, when I woke up, the world was backwards to me.
3pm felt like yesterday's 3pm. My nose bled profusely. I was mute for 1/2 hour for some reason. I wasn't amused with anything, it was like I hated everything.
Crap, what is happening to me? Must be too much blood loss.
Don't send me back to that hellhole, I'll would do nothing except sink into oblivion over there.
Please.
date:
title: Back to the future
''Is being heart-broken the result of too much love, or reliance?'' - Joanne Peh
Yeah, I took it from her blog, Circus Of Joy, but I'm acknowledging her, right? Now, put down your tomatoes and comprehend the quote.
Yeah, its 2009. First blog entry of the year. Teh topic?
Love. (Surprise, surprise!)
Oh shut up, I'm not in love. I'm too young. I'm 13 for God's sake.
Yeah, what IS love exactly? Is it a feeling? Or a physical representation of 'attraction'?
Love can be anything. For example, caring for your friend, that's love, ain't it? Yeah. Being married, that's love. Worrying about your mother, who is overseas, that's love too. But what IS it, exactly?
Nope, I'm not talking about that 'OMG ILU BE MAI GF AIISHIITERU~' or '110907! 5 months with MAI B0iB0i! ILU!' shit. That certainly isn't love.
Crap.
You may think your so called 'crush' is love, but, its not. It's called infatuation.
You may also think that worrying about your friend is love, but maybe, its not. Maybe its because you don't want to be called 'unsympathetic'.
You may think that being married is love, but no, with marriage, there is this opposite called 'divorce' right?
So, that means, love can be anything. But, it can also be nothing. Maybe, love is a personal opinion. Well, I think that love is just a feeling. It can increase over time, as in obsession, and decrease, as in indifferent.
So, what IS love, generally? (AMAHGAWSH, IVE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR 92450275892 TIMES)
Hey, Joanne's quote made me think too, love can be reliance too. For example, yeah, yo 'love' your computer, but maybe its because you rely on it to communicate. See? Love can be ANYTHING!
Sigh. Love is but a mysterious thing. I love you, that special someone, whoever you might be.
(What a messed up post this is ._.)
So, lemme end this post with a question.
What does love mean to YOU?
Happy New Year.
Love you everyone =o
(Golly, Joanne's blog is inspiring, and no, NOT YOU ANNE.)
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